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Jun. 19th, 2010

Aokiji - 1

Writer's Block: Sins of c/ommission

Which do you tend to regret more: things you wish you hadn't said or done or things you wish you had?

For me, I regret more of the things that I hadn't said or done that was needed. For me, I live better after developing the philosophy of better having tried and done, than not having done at all. I've been a real brat for all these years, but I don't regret them as much as I should. Because in the end, it made me into a stronger person.

I once got deeply involved in a drama that probably shouldn't have gone on as long as it did, but I eventually found my peace with them. Or the ones who originally had a problem with me. As much as I hated all that drama that I ended up in, it made me stronger, more sensitive to others, but overall helped me become a better person. Our past helps shape our future. That is what I've always believed in. What I've done or said in my life will forever be with me and learning how to live with is one heck of a ride. Nevertheless, I'm eternally grateful as now I can learn from my mistakes. But I digress. I haven't done anything outrageous, so my own way can only be meant for myself.

Jun. 4th, 2010

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You Might've Seen Some of These Before


a. Put Your itunes/ipod, windows media player etc on Shuffle
b. For each question, press the next button, and the title of that song is your answer.
d. Put any comments in [brackets] after the song name
e. Tag if you want.

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Apr. 23rd, 2010

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Writer's Block: Sunday in the park with ____?

If you could hang out with any fictional character for a whole day, who would you choose, and why?

You know, I desperately want to say Luffy from One Piece, but I think that I'd want to spend the whole day with Zoro.

1. I can watch him exercise all day.
2. I'll force him to let me cuddle - or at least do it when he's knocked out.
3. We get to sleep side by side.
4. Arguing, I believe, with Zoro would be fun.
5. Even though he doesn't act like it, I do believe that Zoro is actually a gentlement albeit of a sexist one.

Apr. 19th, 2010

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2PM's Without You

Is it just me or is this song basically saying for Jay? I mean for goodness sakes. From the reports that came in, this certainly sounds like how they made Jay sound like - the person they were talking about in the song. Perhaps I'm over analyzing, but it's like a blatant declaration that this is for Jay.

But it still sounds good, regardless.

This is why I'm glad that I wasn't a like a hottest to begin with and prefer being a Beauty even if I no longer follow like crazy anymore after pretty much leaving the Korean industry to focus on my Japanese.

Apr. 11th, 2010

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Fan Fiction Personality Test

Your result for The Fan Fiction Personality Test...

The True Fan

OOC is blasphemy, canon is everything.

Once you fall in love with a movie, book or TV series, you are loyal like an old dog. You take fanfiction quite serious and use it as a substitute after the canon ran out.

You are probably a walking dictionary of your favourite fandom and you are picky about what you write and read. The closer to the "real thing" fanfiction is, the more you like it.

You rather explore a character in all depth, see new sides and learn more about them than creating new characters or mix up the situations they are in.

Take The Fan Fiction Personality Test at OkCupid

I think it rather fits.

Apr. 2nd, 2010

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Reflection~ <3

There's a lot of stuff this past year that I wasn't or am proud of. It's been a long and tiring year for me, but I do believe that I'm growing up - at least I do know that my mentality isn't as childish anymore. Even my family realizes that I'm slowly growing into a young adult. I'm almost 16, a time where I can go out and drive if I want. But I'm a sucker, I don't want to drive and will hopefully find someone to drive me around or live in a neighborhood where I can walk because I'm not going to drive if I can help it.

Anyway, I do believe that I learned a lot this past year, and I'm ready to put the bad things behind me and start over. It's always going to be there, but I do believe in people growing up in regards to a situation that they've experienced and the ability to try and get past it. I won't lie and say I'm completely over everything, but I do know I'm slowly getting over everything. However, I'm lucky in the regard that I'm still a teenager. I have a lot more in life to go through and I'm very thankful for it.

In regards to my e-friends, I'm seriously glad for all of you. I do wish more than anything to be able to meet you all once, but that's impossible. And I'm content in just the way things is. I'm a person who needs to be able to help others, it makes me feel useful, worthy. I'm glad when someone asks me for help and that I'm able to help them. I love you all, seriously. <33333333 You all totally made my experiences on the computer worthwhile. It really makes me happy that I've met all of you.

I've also gained many new interests and lost many as well. I'm not all that much into pretty boys nowadays and I've traded in movies for anime and manga once again. I've fangirled a lot of animated characters. Silva, L, Near, Tokugawa Kazuya, Tooyama Kintarou, Marco, Monkey D. Luffy, Byakuran, Mikk Tyki, the 14th, etc. There's a lot. Furthermore, I'm glad that I got into Hetalia. It makes history class a lot more fun when I'm imagining the characters. It makes me want to buy a world history text book, but I'll be happy with AP Euro in two years. I've also got back into some anime and manga like Prince of Tennis and Hunter X Hunter. I always tend to go back if they're interesting enough.

I'm still very emotional, perhaps more so than last year or maybe even less than last year. I think I'm somewhere in the middle. Hopefully I get things resolved soon. This year has been filled with ups and downs - what with me being pushed off to the side again, my parents nearly going through divorce, and not seeing my old friends, but also seeing my other old friends. It was actually harder than I thought transitioning to another school, I'm still having problems. But I do think this was a good decision for me, regardless. My grades have improved, dramatically, and I've gotten to be greedy with money as my dad's promising me a lot of money if I do good in school and get straight A's.

I hope that my 16th year of living is a good one. I'm ready to receive challenges and obstacles, but having rewards and a grand ol' time are also nice too. I have high hopes that I'll be able to change my life into a better one if I actually try and reach/work for it.

And that, my loves, concludes my reflection of my 15th year of birth. In addition, for the hell of it, I'm keeping this public.
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Schizotypal Disorder - I like this one best

Paranoid Disorder:High
Schizoid Disorder:High
Schizotypal Disorder:Very High
Antisocial Disorder:Moderate
Borderline Disorder:Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:Low
Avoidant Disorder:High
Dependent Disorder:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

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